(pls make a point to read my note at the end of da strory)
Its 7TH GRADE..
I stared at the girl next to
me...
She was my so called "best
friend"... I stared at her...
Long,
silky hair... And I wished
she
was mine... But she didn't
notice me like that... I
knew
it... After class she walked
up
to me and asked me for the
notes she had missed the
day
before... And I handed
them to
her... She said "thanks"...
And
gave me a kiss on the
cheek... I
wanted to tell her... I want
her
to know that I don't want
to be
"just friends"... I love her
but
I'm too shy to tell her... And
I
don't know why...
IT'S JUNIOR YEAR..
My phone rang... On the
other
end it was her... She was in
tears... Mumbling on and on
about how her love had
broken her heart... She
asked
me to come over because
she
didn't want to be alone...
So I
did... As I sat next to her on
the
sofa... I stared at her soft
eyes...
Wishing she was mine...
After
2 hours... I Drew Barrymore
movie... And 3 bags of
chips...
She decided to go to
sleep...
She looked at me.. Said
"thanks" and gave me a kiss
on
the cheek... I wanted to tell
her... I want her to know...
That
I don't want to be "just
friends"... I love her but I'm
too
shy to tell her... And I don't
know why...
IT'S SENIOR YEAR..
The day before prom... She
walked to my locker... "My
date is sick" she said... He's
not
going to go... Well... I didn't
have a date and in 7th
grade...
We made a promise that if
neiter of us had dates...
We'd
go together just as "best
friends"... And so we did...
IT'S PROM NIGHT..
After everything was over
with... I was standing at her
front door step... I stared at
her ... She smiled at me... I
wanted her to be mine...
But
she doesn't think of me like
that... And I know it... Then
she
said "I had the best time...
Thanks!"... And she gave
me a
kiss on the cheek... I
wanted to
tell her... I wanted her to
know
that I don't want to be "just
friends"... I love her but I'm
just
too shy... And I don't know
why...
IT'S GRADUATION DAY..
A day passed... And then a
week... And then a month...
Before I could blink... It was
graduation day... I watched
her... Perfect body...
Floated
like an angel up on stage to
get her diploma... I wanted
her
to be mine... But she
doesn't
think of me that way... And
I
know it... Before everyone
went home... She came to
me
in her smock and hat... And
cried as I hugged her...
Then
she lifted her head from
my
shoulders and said "you're
my
best friend"... "Thanks!"...
And
gave me a kiss on the
cheek... I
wanted to tell her.. I
wanted
to know that I wanted to
be
more than "just friends"... I
love her but I'm too shy...
And I
don't know why...
IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER..
Now I sit in the pews of the
church... A church that she
is
getting married in now... I
watched her say "I do" an
drive off to her new life...
Married to another man... I
wanted her to be mine...
But
she didn't see me like
that...
And I knew it... But before
she
drove away... She came to
me
and said "You came!...
Thanks!"... And she kissed
me
on the cheek... I wanted to
tell
her... I wantd her to know
that
I didn't want to be "just
friends"... I love her but I'm
just
too shy... And I don't know
why...
YEARS PASSED..
I looked down at the coffin
of
a girl who used to be my
"best
friend"... At the service
they
read a diary entry she had
wrote in her high school
years... This is what it said...
"I
stare at him... Wishing he
was
mine... But he doesn't
notice
me like that... And I know
it... I
wanted to tell him... I
wanted
him to know... That I don't
want to be "just friends"... I
love him but I'm just too
shy...
And I don't know why... I
wish
he would tell me he loved
me"... I wish I did too... I
thought to myself and I
cried...rest in peace my
Love ...
MY VIEW . . . .
Ya, I know..this is a typical 'send to this much ppl or this wil happn' typ of chain mail which surf in da net n sometimes u might have read this allready! U might wondr y da hel do i found this important to paste it in my blog!
Hmm..i felt like we can extract a strong,sensitive meaning which is relatd to most of our lives when u read between da lines..
Thr is no doubt or debate tht evry singl prson has atleast once becm a lover befor he meets his life partner.it cn be a grl or a boy in ur tution clz,sm one u c in da bus or it could be atleast a film star..its natural science!(u cn blame oestrogen or testosterone if u want!)
It(love) may be a crush(i.e attractn rathr thn affctn),a single sided or may be both r in love..but how much of it works out!
I love this story bcz its real.it cn happen(forget about da part where grl dies).Some ppl r in lv.but they cnt xpres it.Y?
Its just bcz they fall in love with da wrng person..
Ok.nw who r these wrng persons,
lv has no borders neithr it has a reverse gear.some times ur ability to xprs ur lv is restrictd by ur religion,parents,social level,economy,family bkground etc.so evn u lv her/him n u evn u knw its vise versa too bt stil u hv to forget abt it.
Some may argue tht if u lv sm one n if he or she does too thats it.i wont say neithr its wrong nor corct.aftr all its ur life n ur da persn whose gonna live it.
And off da record if u wanna knw wat i think,I would say its always betr to cnsidr evry thng
when u hv a crush (befor falng in lv) n make sure its da correct person so tht u wil nt hesitate nor regrt in da futr n if u feel like it wil nt gonna work just forget abt it(so u make sure u wont need a axe for da thing u could hv removd wit ur nail)
This is my idea n I beleive in it!
Wats ur'r?food for thought!
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